what a waste

of a weekend! Whatever, I'm over it. I don't care anymoreee.


If I did it before for a year plus, why shouldn't I be able to do it again now?
Whateverrr

sometimes

the hardest thing to do is nothing at all.

well uh fuck you

I don't wanna go to formal anymore.

ugh!

Don't ever, EVER buy phones from the little kiosks in the mall. Horrible service & they sell defective phones! Anyway, I waaaas having a great start to the weekend. Last night was fun! First basketball performance of the season. Woop, solo! (: But before then, I had dance with Dacia from like 5-7. Omg, I felt like I grew abs or something, I worked so hard! And then the basketball game with the signs I made for Trevor & Ian. Haha, they were most effective. Then we headed to eat with Ian where he gave me some real good news! Ahh (: And then we dropped off Crystal & headed to Mikey's party. Or more like kickback. "Lauren has now become a woman!" & That's all I'm gonna say about that. Hahahaha oooh my.

updateee

Alriiiight, so since I've got time I might as well update this thing. Let's go back to the thursday before school started. Teri came over (: anddd we had nothing to do! Well, I had dance but it was for like thirty minutes, haha. So since the day before Alberto said he'd be at the Y, I called him up and he said he'd be there for a whillleee. And we called up Tiffany who was gonna work out anyway and we all met up over there. Teri, Tiff, and I failed, pretty much. And tell me why we worked out our stomachs laughing more than actually doing something. Then Ian called me and he's like "Are you home?" No, why what's up? "Can we have a movie night later?" Haha, yeaaaah okay. So we decided to have a movie night a mi casa. We picked up Oskar and got ice cream and then went home. We headed back out for movies when Ian came by. And hm, we watched Pineapple Express & Kung Fu Panda. It was an eventful day, but not really, ahhaha.

Mm then saturdayyy. Teri came by again & Tiff dropped off Alberto before she went to dinner. We just chilled in my room for a while. Alberto and Teri like tickle attacked me -_- Then we headed to Teo's and we triiiiied to wait 'til Tiffany came by to take our first shot, but that was another fail. This night was most eventful. I'd say all that happened but if you're someone who must know, you were already there, haha. Then I got home around like 1:30 in the a.m. & Andro called me and a couple minutes later he was at my house! With Stephen, Vaughn, & John Michael (; And I love how Stephen always has some way to incorporate AndroLover into the conversation, haha. We were outside for a whiiile & then it was almost time for Andro to go. Boo hoo, sob sob. I'm still a little sad 'bout it. But! Nevertheless, it was a good way to end the break though, forsure!

Then school. Ugh, there's not much to say 'bout it 'cause nothing's changed. Except on thursday. Ugh it was intense in Dance Choreo. If you ever take any of Taylor's drama classes, prepare for "Emotional Recalls" They're basically what the girls on America's Top Model have to do. The whole acting class with the crying and shouting. Ew. Since when did I cry? But anyway, yeahh.

And last night was unsuccessful! I had fun at dinner for Roel's birthday but Winterfresh was not the business. I don't really wanna talk about it ahaha.

Hm, I have to go return my phone 'cause it's defective. And my laptop's defective too. -_-

Anywayyy, my bitch is snowboarding so I got nothing to do. Boo. Maybe I should start my homework. Oh! I called up the Coldstone manager and he said to call again tomorrow so he could tell me when to come into the store to "discuss hours & go through the interview process" Hopefully I get it!

K, I'm done. Well, not really. I'm just hella lazy. Haha, adios!

so far,

I can't really complain. Things are going well, so far. Um, A lot's happened haha. Saturday was a trippp! It's too much to tell really. And I guess you already know if you really care, haha. I wish Andro didn't leave :[ I'm still "Andro-lover" and he better not find another one, shoot. And school's alright, but I need to get more sleep because I'm falling asleep in class! Yikes. Tell me why this weekend's so busy! And why I need money still, shiiiiit.
Friday:
$5 for the basketball game at Chatsworth.
$20 for the club, possibly.
Saturday:
$5 for the gift.
$10 for lunch.
$15 for dinner.

Ahh, what am I gonna do?!

"seems a little sketch."

It still does. I still don't wanna speak too soon. But the bad thing is, I'm starting to take you seriously & I know I shouldn't be.





I just wanna be close.

somehow,

everything's gonna fall right into place. Um nothing's happened reallly. Well that's a lie, haha. I'm just kinda lazyyy. And tell me why I'm already tired! I need to charge my camera. I need some pictures up on this beeezy.

I get so lone-layyy, can't let just anybody hold meee. Hopefully tomorrow's super fun haha. A nice way to end break. And I don't mind going back to school, really. I kinda miss some of the random people I'd see around.



Anywayy, I'm tiiiiired and I ain't got no one to talk to to keep me up! Boo >;[

on the hunt!

I need a job! Ahh, I decided to help pay some bills fo' my momma. And good news! My dad has a job interview tomorrow. I hope it goes well, haha. Hm, well yesterday was fun fun fun! Aaron came overrrr and we didn't do much. He came around like 11/12 ish and we just hung out in my room. I gave him his present, finalllly. Haha, and yes, my presents are mission impossible to open. And then he played the guitarrrr, serenading me. HAHAHA just keeeding. Aaron swears he can't sing, but in fact, he's not too shabby.









And then he kept looking through my textsss. "Who's calling you baby?! You calling him baby?! I gotta meet this guy. Tell him I wanna talk to him" Pero, anywayyy. After a couple of hours of not doing anything we went to watch The Curious Case of Benjamin Button con mi mama y Melanie. That is the looooongest thing of my life. My butt started hurting haha. Afterrr, we dropped off Melanie and thennn we ate and then we dropped off Aaron.


And I was supposed to go job hunting with him but I don't think I can get a job in Burbank while I'm in escuela. So instead I called up the bitch Teo and we went around Northridge and Ventura. We got apps for everywhere. Even though there were only like two places that said they'd be hiring. But it was semi successful! And just to let you guys know, we saw this gift from God:




yum!

And all the while, Teo and I sing, but not really 'cause we can't, and dance in the car. Hahaha.





Hahaha.

And then yesterdayyy I went to a little like lunch with Tiffany and Crystal. Haha and it was cuuuute. We didn't do much at Starbucks but we stayed there forever, haha. And then we decided to pick up Alberto and go to the game. Homeboy got lucky 'cause we didn't have to pay to get in haha. And Nate was there! Haha aw my little varsity boy. But the game was intense! I was freaking out 'cause Kennedy had brought it's A-game, haha. But Ian started! He did so so so well, I'm proud of him. And his parents were there, I haven't seen them in so lonng. Since Ian was my ride home, I just went where he went after the game. We ended up at Adam's house while some of the guys on the basketball team were there. They just played Nba 2k9 the whooole time. But they were kinda funny, haha. Our basketball team has some cutiesss, haha. On our way home we played that dumb yellow light game. I guess it's called "sex" ahaha. And since I was texting, I didn't see the yellow lights and I'd always lose. I was freaking out 'cause next would've been my tshirt. No buenoo. When I got home I called my bitch and we fell asleep togetherrrr. Hahaha, just kidding babycakes! Yuhh know I luhh yuhh. (;


K, dance practice today!
Toodles.

can't control it

I don't want to speak too soon about you. Forgive me for wanting to keep you all to myself.

um well

Just kidding about that last one. Hopefully.

it's like..

.. I attract all the guys with girls already. Sheeesh. And it's not like I want to. Like with Alexis. How was I supposed to know that he was taken, y'know? There wasn't some big sign that said "I have a girl, don't dance with me" haha. And I would think that he'd stop himself. Or his friends would've said something. And thaaat just leads to me feeling so so so bad. I don't have "I like being a homewrecker" stamped on my forehead, okaaay? I don't like having to apologize over and over and over again. But I will, haha. Just to let you know how sorry I am. Because it's sincere.




This is patheticcc. I'm done with that shit!